It is Thursday 7th October. I’ve been at my home office desk since 8am almost paralyzed. I closed my eyes in the middle of the day and sat still for 20 minutes. Observing my scattered thoughts. I saw that I personally have so much to do this week on top of taking care of my wife and all she usually handles. The activities I must complete aren’t revenue generating, but are just as important to get done. I’ve asked my kids who are 14, 20, and 21 years old to help.. The feedback I got on my Definite Major Purpose was to mention something I would Sacrifice. (Edited Sunday 10th October). I found out last week Thursday while I was working on my house in the attic installing recessed lighting till 10:30 at night. This is what I should be sacrificing!!!!! Just because I can do a task, thinking it would save me money doesn’t mean I should be the one doing the task. Even though it is important to get done. What I should be ‘FOCUSING’ on, is what I wrote in my Dharma. No wonder I am stuck. My subconscious has a blueprint programmed into my mind from when I was a youngster helping my father work on our house and the skilled tradesman I once was when I was in my 20’s. I am no longer those Identities. I am a Business man in the financial services industry, not an electrician, not a contractor, not a painter, not a laborer. Even though I’m proficient at these tasks and take pride in my work. These tasks should be delegated to others. I keep all promises I make to myself. Rav Barring I just noticed how I wrote the dates above. It’s an old Blueprint from how I was taught in England. Day, Month, Year. Vs the American Month, Day, Year. Blueprints are impressions made on our subconscious.
Rav, you are stronger than you think. You are in control oy your old blueprint. You call the shots. You can do this. Your blog rover friend John.
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Thank you.
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Great blog Rav – I especially like the part about asking your kids – classic! #MasterKeyExperience
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I’m understanding an following your process
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That is a great “Aha!” moment, Rav. Keep going!
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rav, a good reminder for us all! Survival mode thinking…is a struggle for us all.
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Awesome that you are recognizing the old blueprint – that is fabulous, because you can change those things to bring them in line with your dharma!
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