It is Thursday 7th October. I’ve been at my home office desk since 8am almost paralyzed. I closed my eyes in the middle of the day and sat still for 20 minutes. Observing my scattered thoughts. I saw that I personally have so much to do this week on top of taking care of my wife and all she usually handles. The activities I must complete aren’t revenue generating, but are just as important to get done. I’ve asked my kids who are 14, 20, and 21 years old to help.. The feedback I got on my Definite Major Purpose was to mention something I would Sacrifice. (Edited Sunday 10th October). I found out last week Thursday while I was working on my house in the attic installing recessed lighting till 10:30 at night. This is what I should be sacrificing!!!!! Just because I can do a task, thinking it would save me money doesn’t mean I should be the one doing the task. Even though it is important to get done. What I should be ‘FOCUSING’ on, is what I wrote in my Dharma. No wonder I am stuck. My subconscious has a blueprint programmed into my mind from when I was a youngster helping my father work on our house and the skilled tradesman I once was when I was in my 20’s. I am no longer those Identities. I am a Business man in the financial services industry, not an electrician, not a contractor, not a painter, not a laborer. Even though I’m proficient at these tasks and take pride in my work. These tasks should be delegated to others. I keep all promises I make to myself. Rav Barring I just noticed how I wrote the dates above. It’s an old Blueprint from how I was taught in England. Day, Month, Year. Vs the American Month, Day, Year. Blueprints are impressions made on our subconscious.